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Date:2006-04-07 00:07
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Mood:unloved

it doesn't even matter - she's with him doing god knows what - i fucking hate him - nothing else matters - i feel like i am nothing

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Date:2006-03-26 23:55
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Mood: sad

not cries for help, just cries for you

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Date:2006-03-26 23:53
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Mood: indescribable

this silence is too loud...
lonely...not that anyone will read this anyway
someone end it for me

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Date:2006-03-26 21:28
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Mood: crushed

just rip my heart out, it'd be much easier

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Date:2006-03-26 21:19
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Mood: numb

shoot me please

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Date:2006-03-26 21:18
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Mood: melancholy

i'd like to die now

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Date:2006-03-26 20:52
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Mood: gloomy

kill me now

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Date:2006-03-26 20:51
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Mood: blank

i want to die

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Date:2006-03-26 20:49
Subject:
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Mood: lonely

seriously - someone kill me

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Date:2006-03-26 20:09
Subject:...
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Mood: depressed

someone kill me
thanks.

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Date:2003-10-10 16:27
Subject:Family Guy
Security:Public
Mood: bored

Quiz from Dena's Journal! :)


Which Family Guy Character are you? Take the Quiz!

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Date:2003-10-08 18:01
Subject:Sleeping Beauty
Security:Public
Mood: sympathetic

Figured I'd put a little entry in here whilst Dena takes a nap. She's had a headache the last couple days (well, her head hurts everyday, but it's been bad the last two days). I think packing suitcases makes her head feel better though, so that's good. Speaking of that, Shawn gave us a fully packed suitcase, so at least when Dena's head hurts, she'll have that!! :)

I wish there was more I could do for her, but all I can do is just get her a drink once in a while, make her some snacks, and get her ice pack for her neck...wish there was more though :(

The Simpsons are on, they be cool - I shall go now.

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Date:2003-09-18 19:21
Subject:The Glove Compartment Isn't Accurately Named...
Security:Public
Mood: sick

Sick. I have a small idea now how Dena feels all the time, boy that has to be a blast. Dena just went out to pick up Wes to take him to get his hairs cut and to pick up some stuff for the HURRICANE AHHHHH!!!!!! haha

I chose to stay here because I took some Benadryl (sp?) stuff and it knocked me out pretty good. Hopefully Dena's classes will be canceled or at least it will be bad enough for her not to go tomorrow so she can get some rest and get over the cold that we both have.

I think I'll go board up the windows and tie my car to a tree....yeah.

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Date:2003-09-13 16:24
Subject:Risk
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Mood: calm

Dena, Wes, and I all went to Lloyd's last night and played some Risk. I've never played before and lost pretty bad, oh well. I want to play again now that I know how - I think I might be able to do a lot better next time...

Watching some college football - 4 overtimes I think. All I want is this to end so ND is on blah. LOSE ALREADY!!!

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Date:2003-09-12 13:16
Subject:Man In Black
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Mood: sad

I was just flipping through the channels while Dena and Wes were here for lunch and stopped on MTV and they were talking about Johnny Cash. Kurt Loader was talking about Cash and his past work and then came to a part and said "Even though the Man In Black isn't with us anymore, his music is" I turned to Dena and said, wait, did Johnny Cash die? Well, at the end it said Johnny Cash 1932-2003. :( He had to be one of the coolest people ever. I figured it wouldn't be long for him though after his wife died. He was the man!

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Date:2003-09-09 23:40
Subject:What's the Dealio?
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Mood: full

Just sitting here watching Adult Swim and figured I'd write in here. Dena just went to sleep and Bunson is running around like crazy. The laptop almost was dead today, a physical memory dump and then a lot of non-working followed that. Blah, blah, blah I fixed it. That would have really sucked if this thing died on us now. Better make a backup of the important stuff if in case something bad happens.

I made some lasagna tonight, welsh lasagna that is. I have no idea what welsh lasagna is, but yeah...it was good stuff. I had three pieces, Dena had two, Wes had three, Dena's mom had one and took one for lunch tomorrow, and Wes took one home with him. Woooo! I cook a pretty mean lasagna!

I DON'T NEED NO INSTRUCTIONS TO KNOW HOW TO ROCK!!

I think that's all for now. I'm going to do some dishes tomorrow and look for some more jobs. Bunson is attacking my feet so I'm going to go...attack kitty!!

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Date:2003-09-05 14:18
Subject:SW: KOTOR
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Mood: happy

So, I finally beat my game last night while Dena and Wes were studying business law stuff. I ended up beating the game in about 50 hours or so, so woo for me. I'm sure Dena is just so sad that I beat it, but I might play it again doing it a different way muhahaha.

The weird thing is, while I was almost at the end and Dena and Wes were talking about law stuff, I couldn't help over hearing and being interested in it. I think that is something I'd like to do. When or how I'd be able to go back to college for law stuff, I have no idea. I would really like to do it though, just no idea how :/

I thinks we are going out tonight somewhere so woo!

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Date:2003-09-03 01:52
Subject:weird test thing
Security:Public
Mood: peaceful

Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Test

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Date:2003-09-01 03:26
Subject:Bunson
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Mood: sleepy

Just seeing if this works...

nope, didn't work. i'll figure it out tomorrow

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Date:2003-09-01 01:21
Subject:first post
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Mood: optimistic

dena's taking a nap...well, not really a nap, just sleeping on the futon until i wake her up to go to bed. i'm not that tired yet (since i didn't wake up until 3:00 or so) but anyway...

looks like i have one of these now. i'm not sure if i'll actually write in it - or if i do, what i'll write about. i guess i could bitch about losing my job for no reason, but it looks like everything is going to be ok with that. i'm going to get unemployment and it's as much as i made at my last job, so that's fine with me. wes was mad that i make about 3x he does by not working than he does working allll week long haha.

we got back from the beach yesterday, it was super fun. dena got her labret thingy pierced and it looks cool. i hope she can keep it in until she can change it. it's starting to annoy her a bit from rubbing against her gums and a little swelling a bit on her lip. i like it though :)

um, what else... well i guess not too much. stuff is good.

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